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| Sunday, June 8th, 2008 | | 1:12 pm |
Nostalgia +
I am feeling so weird about livejournal today. As you all know, I have recently returned. Today, I am following trails to the journals of people I used to know, used to feel very important about in what seems like another lifetime. Really, I know that when I went to SF, that is when I lost contact with many of my online friends. It was difficult to keep up, though, since I didn't have a computer for the first year that I was there, and I was having a nervous breakdown for most of the second year that I was there. Granted, I've been home from SF for 4 years now, but life has intervened. Anyways, if you are looking at my journal and wondering why in the hell I am trying to friend you, I knew you at some point, and considered us to be pretty good friends...if you're not sure who I am, email or comment and ask. I've livejournaled under about 4 or 5 different names before this, and I am planning on going back soon and clearing those out, cleaning up behind myself. I just feel weird today. Lead in my stomach and chest. Current Mood:  nostalgic | | Thursday, June 5th, 2008 | | 3:35 pm |
I have to say...
I think that The Shining is probably one of my all-time favorite scary movies. In the non-scary world, I really have come to love Eyes Wide Shut as well. So it seems I have developed somewhat of a Stanley Kubrick thing. Current Mood:  moody | | 11:27 am |
Book, heat, life.
I'd like to spend all day in bed reading Heart-Shaped Box. Instead, I have to go out in the awful heat and water the garden, then look for jobs. I've come to the realization that I don't want to do any job that I have to "fake it" for. However, I'm not sure yet how to make money with the things I don't have to fake. Current Mood:  hot | | Sunday, April 8th, 2007 | | 12:56 pm |
A List.
*Went out to Metalsome last night for a friend's birthday. *Was propositioned to be part of a threesome. *Didn't get home until 4. *Got a chocolate cross (among other things) in my Easter basket. | | Thursday, November 23rd, 2006 | | 10:15 am |
I am a sap.
The Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade always makes me cry. | | Wednesday, November 15th, 2006 | | 11:35 pm |
Sales post.
3 pairs of shoes, including some Danskos, and an XL Morbid Threads shirt. The first of many, many, many auctions during which I clean out my closet- mostly black items in size 12, 14, 16, and a few 18. I'm trying to earn money for Christmas shopping, so please bookmark my page and check back often! Ebay auctions. | | Sunday, October 22nd, 2006 | | 2:03 am |
Can't sleep. Can't stop coughing. | | Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | | 1:58 am |
| | Sunday, August 6th, 2006 | | 12:54 am |
| | Thursday, August 3rd, 2006 | | 12:51 pm |
Hello, friend.
I wandered into my room just a couple minutes ago and flipped on the TV. The first thing that was immediately on screen was a hissing black cat from a scene in Hocus Pocus. I have been reading about pets and the afterlife this morning and think Meatball may have been saying hello to me. | | 8:03 am |
| | Monday, July 17th, 2006 | | 12:48 pm |
Loved ones' ashes help replenish reefs in Gulf of Mexico
Virginia Highland-based company makes it possible Published on: 07/17/06 Sarasota, Fla. — At 9:56 on a sun-kissed morning a few miles off the southwest Florida coast, Christopher Jung slipped into the sea he loved one last time. His wife of 11 years, Laurie, steadied herself on the deck of a fishing boat as a crew on a nearby shrimper carefully lowered a large cement structure containing his cremated remains into the cool, green ocean. ( Read more... ) | | Tuesday, July 11th, 2006 | | 1:19 am |
Late.
Woke at 11. Went back to sleep 12-1:30. Did homework, went to class, came back home. Went to sleep around 11:30, woke again at 1. I hate being up during the night like this. I feel so alone and desperate and awful. | | Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 | | 11:36 am |
Damn.
This is only for undergrads, but if I could do it, I would in a second:
Hi ----,
If you’re looking for an adventurous semester, want to grow as a person and
build confidence that lasts a lifetime, then UMass Dartmouth’s new SEAmester
Program is the next exciting opportunity for you.
Beginning this fall, the SEAmester Program provides 23 students with the unique
opportunity to study the marine environment, while immersed in nautical
traditions. Students earn from 12-15 academic credits enrolled in courses in the
humanities and sciences, while they work with the ships’ crew to undertake the
responsibility of crewing a large traditionally rigged wooden schooner, the
Spirit of Massachusetts. No prior sailing experience is necessary.
To help cover some of your costs, NSCS and the UMass Dartmouth SEAmester Program
are offering the NSCS-UMass Dartmouth SEAmester $10,000 Scholarship. To apply
for the scholarship, please visit:
http://www.nscs.org/memberbenefits/scholarshipopportunities/seamester.cfm.
The voyage will sail over 3000 miles in nine weeks, stopping at carefully
selected ports of call throughout the Caribbean, the Bahamas, and the east coast
of the U.S. The campus ranges from coral reefs on the flanks of tropical
volcanic islands, to Spanish colonial forts that have held back invaders for 500
years, to North Carolina salt marshes.
All academic coursework is related to the sea and to the cultures and the
natural environments visited throughout the voyage. Eligibility to participate
in this program is based on completion of one year of undergraduate education
with at least a 2.5 GPA.</i. | | Tuesday, June 6th, 2006 | | 10:31 am |
| | Tuesday, May 30th, 2006 | | 11:55 pm |
| | 12:44 pm |
If I had an income...
Music I'd like, if I had the money to buy music: New NIN, Tool, AFI, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rob Zombie, Fall Out Boy, Gnarls Barkley. I can't listen to the gay techno crap they play at the gym, but I know I could move my fat ass to a workout mix that includes NIN, Tool, and the like. | | Monday, May 29th, 2006 | | 6:58 pm |
She is.
| Your True Love Is a Scorpio | 
Why you'll love a Scorpio:
Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!).
You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion.
Why a Scorpio will love you:
You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for.
Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. |
| | Wednesday, May 24th, 2006 | | 6:20 pm |
Bob.
An lj entry from 2002 in which I wrote a tiny bit about meeting Bob.It was my second trip to SF to see my girlfriend before I moved there in April 2002. I was very, very young. We had a night out- me, Poppy, her roommates, Bob ( ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ral), and Jennifer ( baronessvarla). We met at Capri pizza on...wow, I can't even remember the name of the big main street there. Market Street. Bob came all the way from the OR (hip-shorthand for Outer Richmond) on his motorcycle to meet me just because I was in town. I am not sure if he knew Poppy or Jennifer from livejournal. We ate a big meal- I remember soup and lots of appetizers- and drank and ran into Thea Hillman and her Italian stallion girlfriend Storm Florez, who ended up joining us for dinner. The night was exciting and overwhelming and I remember Bob being very quiet, smiling, and friendly. I was nervous and scared and he made me feel very much at ease. I think him and Jennifer spent some time comparing tattoos and silver rings. After eating, we ran the streets of SF. I don't really remember where we went or what we did, we just walked around the Castro, I think, and somehow made it to the Lex. I was too shy to go inside with everyone else, so Bob stayed outside with me so I wouldn't be alone. That is all I really remember of the night. Maybe someone else who was there will help me fill in more details. Of Bob, I remember a sweetness, a kindness, a joy just to be out being silly and having fun. He was perfectly at ease with a group of silly young dykes and took lots of photos, including a really good one of P. and I reapplying lipstick in the middle of the Castro. He put them online at some point- I wish I knew where those pictures were. When I think of him, I think of the ever-present camera. Also, the black glasses, the tattoos, and the way I felt around him- comfortable and at ease, which I rarely do with people I've just met. I very much regret not seeing more of him while I lived in SF- of course, I didn't see many people while I lived there. I am most sad for his girlfriend. I can't begin to imagine the pain she must feel and am so glad to see all of you offering your love and support to her. This queer (as in odd AND homo) network we have built may loosen over time but is amazingly resilient and becomes strong and tight when it is most important. I echo many of you in feeling sad that our connections are not more consistent, but send you all my love and feel reassured to be reminded of the invisible but strong threads that keep us connected. lucybond said something to this effect, but I think the best thing you can all do right now is be kind to yourselves, be kind to those you love, eat, drink, be merry, and live. Current Music: NOFX |
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